ick. i got a haircut that makes me look like a lesbian. maybe i will post it up here soon. It really does, though. Everybody is saying that it looks good, but i think it makes me look like a lesbian. ewww.
im going to Falls Creek, Oklahoma Saturday. (July 5) it will be cool, but i dont know anyone thats also going. See, im going with my church, and no one at my church that i know is going. *tear*
I have decided that I am Atheist. Nothing good ever happens to me. i pray and i pray and i pray things will get better, but they dont. So i have no more faith in God.
on July 13, me and Laurel are having a yard sale to raise money to get ourselves iPods. and then in the evening me, Laurel, Jason, Anthony, Jacob, TJ, and maybe some other people are going to Olivia's campout. It will be cool, and we'll stay up late, and be random, and crazy, and we all have to sleep in one tent. XD XP
gotz to goz now. bai.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Thursday, June 12, 2008
sorry!
i am SO sorry i havent been on that much...a lot has happened.
on June 10th, school let out.
tomorrow (June 13th) is a bloc party at Fuel
the day after that i go to North Carolina with Ana, Emma, their mom, their mom's boyfriend, Kate, and Sarah for 5 days.
and i have finally decided that i will ask Jason out. tomorrow at the bloc party. Anthony said that he said that we're just friends, but i still have to try. See, even when i have a good reason not to do something laid out on the table, im still stubborn and i have to do the opposite.
and im not failing 6th grade! even tho i dont know what my grades are yet (and prolly wont any time soon...) i know im not failing. i can feel it in my gut. and plus, they told us what our grades were.
tomorrow i just want to sleep the day away until the bloc party. after the bloc party im spending the night with Ana and Emma and then we leave Saturday morning. i cannot WAIT to get to NC. it will be SO awesome. 5 days, just my friends and i, sand and sun. ahhhh.
im sort of scared to ask Jason out tho. i mean...what if i make things weird for us and he doesnt want to be friends with me anymore? we are pretty tight friends and i dont want to lose that. hes one of those friends that i want to carry out through life. hes one of those friends that i would cry over if i lost him. my friends are one of the reasons that i stay alive.
if you read my diary you would know how much my friends mean to me. to lose them would be losing everything that matters to me. i dont want to lose that when i have already lost so much in this hellhole of a world.
ive been so bored lately. ive just been sitting around the house cos i havent been able to go to friends houses at all yet. it sucks.
if you want to email me, heres my email:
loveshorses91@msn.com
my aim emial is one that i dont answer often, i just IM all the time from there.
to IM me,
hpfirepheonix7
k, bye.
on June 10th, school let out.
tomorrow (June 13th) is a bloc party at Fuel
the day after that i go to North Carolina with Ana, Emma, their mom, their mom's boyfriend, Kate, and Sarah for 5 days.
and i have finally decided that i will ask Jason out. tomorrow at the bloc party. Anthony said that he said that we're just friends, but i still have to try. See, even when i have a good reason not to do something laid out on the table, im still stubborn and i have to do the opposite.
and im not failing 6th grade! even tho i dont know what my grades are yet (and prolly wont any time soon...) i know im not failing. i can feel it in my gut. and plus, they told us what our grades were.
tomorrow i just want to sleep the day away until the bloc party. after the bloc party im spending the night with Ana and Emma and then we leave Saturday morning. i cannot WAIT to get to NC. it will be SO awesome. 5 days, just my friends and i, sand and sun. ahhhh.
im sort of scared to ask Jason out tho. i mean...what if i make things weird for us and he doesnt want to be friends with me anymore? we are pretty tight friends and i dont want to lose that. hes one of those friends that i want to carry out through life. hes one of those friends that i would cry over if i lost him. my friends are one of the reasons that i stay alive.
if you read my diary you would know how much my friends mean to me. to lose them would be losing everything that matters to me. i dont want to lose that when i have already lost so much in this hellhole of a world.
ive been so bored lately. ive just been sitting around the house cos i havent been able to go to friends houses at all yet. it sucks.
if you want to email me, heres my email:
loveshorses91@msn.com
my aim emial is one that i dont answer often, i just IM all the time from there.
to IM me,
hpfirepheonix7
k, bye.
Monday, June 2, 2008
ok...my day today.
erm, my day was fine. i didnt get to talk to my friends a lot. I dont sit by Laurel in math, Olivia sits all the way across the room in RELA, in Science and History Laurel and Olivia went to band awards. the only person there was Sydney and we talked a lot.
i have to go to my first hip-hop dance class in an hour or so. its at the Feet Of Fire dance lesson bulding in the Twilley Centre. my teacher, Miss Shawn, shes really nice. i had her when i took lessons for ballet/jazz/tap at D'ann Dance Studios, but she left Miss Debbie there becos prices there were like, in the 100's. her classes are only like 35 a class, so thats slightly cheaper then Miss Debbie. i have these FABULOUS pink hip-hop shoes, with black on them, too, and their awesome and SO comfortable. my sister is taking ballet/jazz/tap, so i could maybe give her some pointers on that, if i remember anything. i went to dance classes for 4 consecutive years all up until 2005, so that was when i was like 9.
the only thing i DO NOT like about my day was i have to sit by the MOST annoying, and MOST brattiest dude you will ever meet! Jordan Jones in my history class, and he called me and my friends bi. i wanted to SLAP HIM, but Mr. Emmert was like right there, so i just stood up, got all in his face and said, "thats not very nice." and hes like, "dude, i was just kidding." and im like, "mmhmm, sure."
whatever, i dont give a shit what he calls me.
at the start of the year, i thought he was sorta cool, and i THOUGHT we could be friends until he like, talked to me.
then, i just decided that i dont like him.
i dont hate anyone (except for Daniel Radcliffe), i simply just dont like them.
anyway...i gotta go. bai.
Sincerely,
***Kails C.H.
i have to go to my first hip-hop dance class in an hour or so. its at the Feet Of Fire dance lesson bulding in the Twilley Centre. my teacher, Miss Shawn, shes really nice. i had her when i took lessons for ballet/jazz/tap at D'ann Dance Studios, but she left Miss Debbie there becos prices there were like, in the 100's. her classes are only like 35 a class, so thats slightly cheaper then Miss Debbie. i have these FABULOUS pink hip-hop shoes, with black on them, too, and their awesome and SO comfortable. my sister is taking ballet/jazz/tap, so i could maybe give her some pointers on that, if i remember anything. i went to dance classes for 4 consecutive years all up until 2005, so that was when i was like 9.
the only thing i DO NOT like about my day was i have to sit by the MOST annoying, and MOST brattiest dude you will ever meet! Jordan Jones in my history class, and he called me and my friends bi. i wanted to SLAP HIM, but Mr. Emmert was like right there, so i just stood up, got all in his face and said, "thats not very nice." and hes like, "dude, i was just kidding." and im like, "mmhmm, sure."
whatever, i dont give a shit what he calls me.
at the start of the year, i thought he was sorta cool, and i THOUGHT we could be friends until he like, talked to me.
then, i just decided that i dont like him.
i dont hate anyone (except for Daniel Radcliffe), i simply just dont like them.
anyway...i gotta go. bai.
Sincerely,
***Kails C.H.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
Caring, sharing, Cyanide and happiness.
im at Laurels now.
we had a pretty good time. her dad took us to Ritas and we walked down to the Glen Avenue park. I would stay the night and go with her to school tomorrow, but her mum is picking her up at like, 7:30. so i have to go home.
anyway, we talked and stuff. i had to call Jason becos i told him why i used to cut myself, which isnt something i tell most people, and in the status thing it said Forwarded. so i called him and i told him and hes like, "i thought i erased it?" and im like, "oh...um...ok, erm, bye." and hes like, "k, bye."
anyway...i told Laurel about what happened, what he asked and what i told him, and shes like, "aww, he cares about you!"
and im starting to think that he does.
Sincerely,
***Kails C.H.
we had a pretty good time. her dad took us to Ritas and we walked down to the Glen Avenue park. I would stay the night and go with her to school tomorrow, but her mum is picking her up at like, 7:30. so i have to go home.
anyway, we talked and stuff. i had to call Jason becos i told him why i used to cut myself, which isnt something i tell most people, and in the status thing it said Forwarded. so i called him and i told him and hes like, "i thought i erased it?" and im like, "oh...um...ok, erm, bye." and hes like, "k, bye."
anyway...i told Laurel about what happened, what he asked and what i told him, and shes like, "aww, he cares about you!"
and im starting to think that he does.
Sincerely,
***Kails C.H.
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